Just a lil sharing....

I usually ask myself why it is so hard to find the things that we really want in life. I find myself sometimes contemplating on my experiences and how it affects the decisions i make. None of them i regret though, but i haven't really given myself the chance to do what i want. I guess i'll never get to do what i want. I will always sacrifice myself for the good of others.

I ain't perfect. But at least there are things that are clear in my mind. Like my service to God, my love for my family and dedication to my community. That's my totality. Plain and simple. I have yet to find what's in store for me as far as family life goes. Hope it comes soon. :)

On another note, i need a really good vacation. In a few weeks time,my cousin Shelley will be coming to LA and spend some time with me. Hope this will be a fun time with her. I just need some time away from the normal things i do everyday. It gets old sometimes.

Ate Shelley is one of the few people i idolize. I've drawn a lot of inspiration from her and motivation of course. What i've become now has a lot to do with how i was raised. The pinching in the ear when i was in second grade did have an effect on me. No, it's not a bad effect. Just one of the few things that has taught me to be more responsible in life.

Despite my constant whining, i still find myself in a very convenient life. I took myself out of a very comfortable lifestyle for my family's sake but God's has been good to me, giving me a different level of comfort and convenience. I treasure the family i grew up with and my biological family as well. These two, though different, had offered me the best of both worlds.

Enough for the drama. The story of my life that i keep repeating over and over again and i guess, as long as i live, this story will be heard many times. I desire that people will draw inspiration from my own struggles. There is a different kind of light in these challenges i have had and if no one will tell its story, it is as if you've thrown a valuable piece to the bin.

Cheers to y'all! GB!