Faith Bigger Than Anything Else

Bakit ba ganon? Minsan masaya ka minsan malungkot ka. Di ba pwedeng lagi ka na lang masaya? Di ba pwedeng di na tayo magkaroon ng problema. Minsan sinasabi natin sa sarili natin, "pag naglagpasan ko tong problema na to, ayos na, magiging masaya na ako" pero patuloy pa din ang ikot ng gulong ng ating buhay, sounds like a movie. Totoo, hindi na yata tayo mawawalan ng problema. Ang nakakatakot niyan, habang tumatanda tayo lalong dumarami ang problemang dumadating sa 'ting buhay.

A lot of times we see ourselves as a failure. A lot of time we are on the edge of giving up. Ang hirap kasi eh. "Di ko na kaya Lord" as i would always say. Bakit kaya ganon? How i wish i'm still a lil child who's only worry is to play. But as a lil child i didn't experience to play. Loosing a parent is one of the most difficult things that had happened to me. But on the brighther side, it made me a very strong person with faith that is deeply rooted. As i was growing up my only dream is to have a family of my own and let my kids enjoy their childhood. Pang pelikula, that's how my life story is. Not far from the drama you see on tv. When everything was provided for it was deep in my heart that i keep longing for something that will fill the hole in my heart. Yung pagmamahal ng isang nanay. To this point, the more i get older the more i miss her. Maybe our being together was too short and maybe the challenges in my life would have been easier had mom been here to comfort me.

But the greatest thing that happened to me is this faith i have. God just told me last night that no matter what happens, my faith will still be bigger than my problems. Just a great consolation. That's how the Lord consoles us in our sufferings. He wishes to join us to let us feel how important we are in His eyes. Little as we feel we are, we are big in His eyes. He embraces us in our times of joy but he embraces us more during our time of sufferings. And thru this suffering will we find the true joy and happiness.

May God bless our hearts as we continue to move on in our lives -- we will never be forgotten. Happy weekend!!